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You can click it I think or something to help save rainforests? I'm not sure... This is just a test.

Hello everyone in livejournal land!

This summer has been somewhat uneventful. I've been going to school. I've got one semester of my B.ED completed. Thank god. Only 3 semesters left. Including an internship. I want to go somewhere exciting. Like Hawaii. Actually, anywhere in the States for the experience. This is still a brand new thought though... And my internship isn't until january so we'll see what happens!

I'm in Clarenville now. Doing the good ol' Play in a Day thing again. Tonight's play was about assassins, the terminator and emo princessess. no joke. It was very good though. Everyone loved it.

Anyways I am sooo tired. I think I'm going to crawl into bed and watch a movie on my laptop. (which does not have internet here because apparently mom somehow broke the wireless... is that possible?)

I can't wait to get back to town. Clarenville has such bad vibes. I've seen a few close friends though so that's always nice.

My birthday is at the end of august. (28th) I'm going to have a party. Everyone should come.

So.. I'm sick. And fun is going to be had tonight and I can't drink.

We're going to watch buffy the vampire slayer (season 3) and play a buffy drinking game that we made up. One night we randomly got drunk while watching Buffy and it was AWESOME. The rules are as follows:

Take 1 drink if:
-Any nicknames is used (ex: cordy, will)
-You can see Buffy's bra straps or nipples
-If you see the cross bow
-If Giles consults a book.
-If anyone says "Vampire"
-If anyone says "Slayer"
-If Angel has his shirt off

ALSO:
-Everyone has a socialable drink (and cheers) whenever a bad guy dies.
-Everytime Snider is on the screen you drink for the duration of his appearance.
-Whoever spots Jonathon in an episode, makes everyone else take a drink.
-Everytime someone makes out you take a drink for each person who is kissing (2 drinks...lol). If they break to talk and kiss again you must drink again.

I want to play so badly. Stupid being sick.
All are welcome to show up tonight.
Fun times will be had!!!

So I don't update anymore...
I think that should change.
I still come on here and read what everyone else has to say but I never know what to write about so I just don't post.

Hmmmm... What's new with me?

I'm doing fast-track Primary/Elementary education now. I hate the classes but I love the idea of teaching kids. I want to skip this whole university step and jump into a classroom. I'm so sick of writing notes on how you should never just make students copy notes. I have an exam next week. How did that happen? Fast track is crazy. I don't stop. It's not HARD work or anything... It's just A LOT of work...

I'm now living with Josh, Mike, Juanita and Brian. That is going well. It's nice to live with people you hang out with on a reguar basis. We have a cleaing schedule and everything so the place never gets out of hand.

I am so bored right now. I just wrote a whole lesson plan and made a project to go with it and i'm still waiting for the stupid hockey game to be over so me and Josh can go finish watching Oliver Stone's JFK.

So, I bought Mario Party 8. It is so much fun. I still think Bunnies (Raving Rabbids) is better though. I will totally be buying the second one when it comes out.

I think we're going to try and have a beach fire on friday night. If anyone wants to come message me! ANITA!!!! YOU HAVE TO COME! I MISS YOU.

hmmmm.. what else is new?
Oh! I bought a macbook.
And i chopped my hair off!!!! (Well... to my shoulders. I got 5 inches cut off)

That's about it.

So... I didn'y buy a newt. I got a hamster instead. I named her Pudge. Josh hates it though and thinks he's going to rename her when he comes out. lol I'm still going to call her Pudge. She's soooo cute.

I'm accepted into the Primary Elementary Education (Fast Track) Program. I am pumped. It's a conditional acceptance... Stuff also depends on this semester but still... I'm so happy.

...Now all I have to do it pass Psych even though it is raping me at the moment.

Hello Livejournal,

Facebook is making me forget that you exist. I don't even read people's notes on facebook so it's not like it even functions in the same way that a livejournal does. I just look at people's pictures and snoop through their friends. I am a very nosey person. haha It's funny. I have a lot of friends on my list but I find that I decline a lot of people. Do you get an email or anything when you decline someone? I don't want to be mean. And it's not that I don't like these people or anything it's just that a lot of strangers try to add me and that sketches me out. I know they're probably friends of friends and stuff but still. One girl has even requested to add me like 3 or 4 times now and i've never met her before in my life. I messaged her to see who she was and she says she's my sister's age and I graduated with her brother... But I think this girl might be a little crazy and has been giving Kathryn a bit of a hard time so she can get declined for the 4th time now... Jeesh, some people.

Anyways, that's my dorky facebook rant.

School is going okay. I guess. I hate it. But I find out if I get into primary/elementary education (fast track) very soon. They send out the letters on tuesday. If I get in I'm going to buy myself a pet newt. A newt isn't as much commitment as like a puppy or a bunny but it's way cooler than a fish because you can pick it up. Does anyone have newt name suggestions? Wait... This better not jinx me getting into the program.

I really do hope I get in. I think I would be a really go teacher and I know that I would love it. I don't want my own kids but I would love to work with children every single day becuase I love them so much. Anyways, we'll see what happens.

Blah, this is me trying to be productive... I have 2 tests next week... I'm not going out this weekend. I can't. Math and Psych are hard. puke. I hate these courses... Only a few more weeks left of this pre-req bull shit.

Feel free to leave hugs and comments! It might inspire me to update more often! :D haha

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So I'm watching this show on tv right now called Wife Swap. Two families switch wives for two weeks and this episode it nuts. One family eats raw meat (even chicken!!!) and they don't believe in cleaning because "bacteria is their friend and chemicals are their enimies"... They even brush their teeth with butter and clay. Oh my god she just tried to
make the city man kill a chicken in front of his kids. Ewww... now the other man is trying to get the city wife to eat four month old raw meat. She took him to a dietician who said eating raw meat wasn't a good idea but she couldn't prove that is was unhealthy. ick

Anyways, I'm in Clarenville now. Peter and Nikki came out for the weekend... We went snowboarding and it was awesome. Friday night we went to westsides and it was hilarious. A random hockey boy got some girl to come up and ask me if I had a boyfriend. How grade 2 is that? hahaha Saturday we went to Jack's and that was okay, but i'm not a huge dancebar fan so i had way more fun Friday night.

If this storm calms down I will be back in town tomorrow. I think we should party. There is still one day left to break! yay.

Anyways, this is enough of an update for now...
:D

Happy midterm week everyone who is still in University. lol I hate tests. I think they're stupid.

Anyways, I just thought I'd update to let the world know what I've been up to.
Well... I had a very laid back weekend. I stayed at Andria's with her and Lance and Kathryn. We played some board games, the wii and studied. I needed the study time. I'm going to die during these exams. Much more relaxing than the crazy party and downtown weekend that just happened. DON'T GO DOWNTOWN WHEN IT'S RAINING LIKE MAD!!! oh my... I kept slipping on the ice under the water that was up to my knees. I got soaked and cold. AND THERE WAS LIGHTENING. I was terrified. It took us like an hour to get a cab. It was so brutal. Oh well... At least is was an adventure.

I'm going home this weekend for midterm break. Is anyone else going home? Man, it's so weird that all of my friends now have grown up jobs and real lives. hmph. I want to get some skiing and/or snowboarding in. I think that could be fun times. Anyone going to Jacks? bahahahahaha funny.

So I did that scene for that class and fuck man, the guy teaching the class ripped into my for my acting... it was brutal. I wanted to punch him in the face. I was doing exactly what the director told me to (because it was her scene) and he was like, "no fault to the director but i feel that the female lead made some bad acting choices..." Ughhhh... If it was a scene study I would have done it completely differently but it wasn't my scene. What an arse hole. I was pretty embarrassed because I knew like, half of the class and he made me look like an inexperienced tool... He told me he was telling me this to help me with my acting... Gee thanks Mr... I'll just take my acting degree and shove it up your ass.

However, the girl who directed the scene seemed happy with it. So whatever. She even asked me to do the scene again once she adapts it for film. I think that could be cool. I havn't worked in front of a camera before. Could be fun times.

Yeah so... that fucker rotted me. I'm almost over it. The Rabbittown thing is cool so that makes me happy. I think I need a bit of theatre in my life... and that is why I was having such a miserable semester last term... Now I just need to make sure I don't spend all my time at this stuff because I still need to do well in all these courses i'm doing that i hate. blah.

Anyways, that's enough of a rant. I LOVE CORINNE BAILEY RAE!!!!! She is fantastic. Everyone download or buy her music.

So, I havn't been on good ol' LJ much. I don't know why... I just havn't. I have a facebook... But I don't write entries there or anything... It's just fun to look at. haha

This semester is going well... when I actually go to class. I've been getting slack lately but I'll have to pick up the pace soon because I'm taking some hard courses.

I'm in a scene for a directing class. A Geroge F. Walker scene. YAY! Acting again really helps my heart. And me and Chantel just joined an acting group at Rabbittown so that is exciting. Our first meeting with the group is next wednesday. I'm nervous but it's good to get involved.

Tomorrow there is a very big party at the boys place. I'm super pumped. I'm also going to get my hair cut and coloured tomorrow. I hope that turns out well. Maybe I'll post a pic or something...

I went on a pub crawl a few weeks ago. It was a crazy amount of fun. I want to do it again so bad.

AND I helped make cheesecake tonight... I sooo suck at baking. I didn't even know cheesecakes had to go in the oven... AND I may or may not have broken Mike's blender when I put a full pack of graham crackers in without crushing them first... His blender smelled a lot like smoke. haha Josh doesn't let me cook when we're together... I can't blame him at all... Actually I quite enjoy it because he cooks really well. He even baked me cookies once when I had a shitty day at work. lol They were fucking good too.

Anyways, it's 3:45am and I have class tomorrow...
I should get some sleep.

Hello everyone in livejournal land.

I havn't been on good ol' LJ in a little bit and now I feel lost. I have so many friends entries to read...which I guess is a good thing because now that Josh is in England I have so many extra hours that were usually spent on the phone with him.

PEOPLE IN HARLOW: Please make sure Josh survives England. Don't let him get in any fights with the Brits. And please make sure he doesn't do something silly like try and catch London on fire or something. haha

I miss him so much already.

Anyways, school has started up again. I had a good ol' Mathematics class today. My math teacher is a dorky little Asian guy who doesn't have the best English and when he gets excited he speaks so fast that no one can understand him. I like him. All my classes will definitely blow... except for my creative writing course with Robert Chafe. (He taught us playwrighting in CB and that was super awesome).

I met with an academic advisor today. After a look at my transcript, he said there should be no problem for me to get into fast track primary/elementary education. I guess I'll find out in a few months. Then I need to make some big decisions. gah. But I'll worry about that later.

Anyways, I'm going to go play mario party on my wii (just the regular gamecube game). I am too tired to be productive. The dishes can wait until tomorrow... So can the 100s of LJ entries on my friends page.

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

I've been having a pretty good holiday.
Here's what's been going on in list form:

-I passed everything. (even grammar)
-I visited Josh for a week in GFW
-We tried to see Happy Feet but the Grand Falls theatre blows.
-I hung out with Jill/Steve/Juanita in Clarenville.
-I got a Wii for Xmas!!! (Thanks to Steve and his staying up all night :D:D:D)
-I went to Church on Christmas Eve and saw the Old Men choir again. It was exciting.
-We visited a bunch of people on Xmas Eve including my neighbors, the Drovers and the Baxendales...
-Unfotunately we didn't make it to Sammie's which we do every year but it got really late and when I called she wasn't home :(
-I had two turkey dinner's today at both sets of Grand Parent's houses.
-Josh is coming out to St. John's tomorrow.
-Oh yeah, I'm in St. John's for a few days.
-I got Trivial Pursuit (the 80s) for xmas and i'm pumped.
-We're still in need of another roommate. Some sketchy guy wanted to move in but fuck that.

...and well that is about it. Merry Christmas Everyone!
*hugs*
I'm going to play some more Wii sports! yay!
I'm such a dork.

I'm trying to think about happy things because i've been studying all day and that makes me not so happy.

hmmmm... happy?

I have the awesomeest new PJs. They're red and fleecey and they have penguins on them. They are making my night.

I want a Wii for xmas. I feel silly for wanting it but I don't care. They are super awesome. I'm still stiff from playing Steve's the other night.

I had a McFlurry tonight. It was yummy.

Last night was so much fun. A few close friends came over drinking and we just hung out and played some fuck-ups. It was one of the best nights I had in a long time.

Anyways, I'm going to watch some L-Word and go to sleep. I have a big day of studying tomorrow.
nitenite

Last night I sent a really mean msn message to this guy I know who was supposed to come over and study after work. Then I looked outside... I sent him another message apologizing.

The snow was ridiculous. So was the wind.

I was talking on the phone to Josh, about to go to bed, and then all of the power died. The cordless phone kept squeeling at me and I couldn't turn it off. I found my way upstairs, after stepping on my laptop, and found Thea and Amy hanging out in the Living Room with two candles lit.

Have any of you ever seen lightening when it is snowing? It is even scarier than regular lightening. The whole sky lights up crazy blue and green colours and it looks super intense because the light reflects off the snow. It is crazy.

I was scared.

And to make things worse... Our power decided to flicker every now and then.

So here I was, curled up on the couch in a blanket waiting for the storm to be over. Listening to the creeking of the old house in between lightening flashes and flickering lights. I was a state.

I finally went to bed and forced myself to sleep.
Now it's 1:45 and I'm still in bed...
I should be studying.
I have my math exam tomorrow.

Okay, studying it is.
*puke*

I went out to CB for the weekend. It was very much needed. Distance sucks. Congrats to all of the NicNic people. The show was great.... so was the turkey dinner.... mmmmmmmmm....

Now I'm in Clarenville for the night. We're stuck here because there is apparenty freezing rain and black ice on the highway. I'll be leaving for town around 6:30-7:00am tomorrow because we need to make it out for kathryn's early appointment. puke. Early mornings blow. At least I'll be up so I can start studying. As much as I hate spending time in Clarenville I'm going to survive the night because I'm going to go visit Chris. That makes me happy. I havn't seen him in a while.

Anyways, I should probably go get ready. Kathryn is singing at a Christmas concert tonight so I'm gonna go check that out.

I want a puppy.
A teacup yorkie.

Christmas is way too soon. I have no gifts bought for anyone yet. Not one. I don't even have any ideas. But i guess my biggest concern right now is to get through my exams and worry about Xmas later.

I'm offically failing English (grammar).
Shoot me.

Anyways, like I said, I gotta run or i'm going to be late.

This city is eating my soul. I can't even blame school anymore... I just kinda stopped going. Something in my life needs to change... and it needs to change now.

ANYONE know of ANYONE looking to rent a room in Jan?

ARGHGGHGHGHHGHGH!!! I hate math. I got 24% on my test. Fuck you math test. I have an assignment due tomorrow and I don't even know how to do it. Someone please shoot me...

On a happier note, my back is fine. I need to go back in a week to make sure my mole isn't cancerous or something. Should be fine.

I'm so addicted to tv on DVD these days. This semester I've watched the first 2 seasons of Jem & The Hollograms and Dead like Me, I'm now watching the L Word and Nip Tuck. Holy addictive. And far more interesting than math. fuck. I have so much crap to learn before my finals. I think I might just crawl in bed and stay under my covers until it is all over. Everything has been getting to me lately... Must be an end of term thing... Maybe that and trying to rush myself into big life decisions. Ughhh... Being a grown up is too confusing....

Under the covers it is.

Can someone come let me know when it is safe to come out?